I’m overwhelmed quickly, impatient and easily frustrated. I don’t often finish things and if I fail once, I’ll almost never try again. I need to fix this. I need to learn.
It’s annoying that I have all these images in my head, but when I get them on paper, first try, they look awful. I want the end product to be perfect, but it takes so long!!
im in philosophy and were talking about how you can doubt everything’s existence except for your own consciousness and the guy that sits in front of me just turns around tears streaming down his face and goes “i am on so many drugs”
I automatically assume everyone finds me unattractive until they tell me otherwise.
And then i assume that they are lying to make fun of me